no one reads this and thats ok. I just want to put this out there since clearly, not so good expressing myself. I just want to say that I am so incredibly happy with my life--it's great! I mean, I am, by nature, a happy person but right now i couldn't really ask for anything more!

I had an injury free cross season and I got to run on my team's conference team after 2 surguries and I am cut over 2 min off my time in 4 meets!!!! Also, this is one of the closest teams I have ever been on and everyone gets along so well!!

My friends are great (although I wish I got to see my CR friends way more than I do) but I am really blessed with a great group of stout friends and life with my roomies (which was a little rough last year) is soooooo much better!!!!

School is actually going really well too. I love my new major and so glad I decided to extend my stay by two years to follow something I know I am going to love and be successful at! My classes are a lot of fun!!

last and well least, I guess is boys. I finally have moved on from a situation that was clearly not going anywhere even though it was one of the worste things I have ever had to go through. Now that its done with I was able to see all the other people around me and have gone on a few dates and hung out with a kid on the cross team a lot. It is such a better situation and I am actually able to be myself and thats ok (all my shyness and sucky communication skills included) although I am improving on both those areas.

bottom line: I am growing up even if it is slower than the rest of the world and soo happy with my life. =)